ahh...life

So everything is so crazy...

but crazy is good...

School is back and i already want it to be over, but the thought that i never have to do this ever again makes it so much better...life is getting insane...day school...night school..work...trying to keep a social life..and something somewhat close to a relationship..

i love my photography class..probably because actually doing something i don't get at first is a major "woohoo" to me..i can take pictures..nice pictures..but the editing..and the darkroom..and the chemicals and all that mess..didn't know it was really THAT complicated...

and visual art again this year...contour drawings..and painting..sculpting...and pottery wheels..i love it

my friends are amazing..but i tend to be losing some of them lately through the lack of time..the fact that the friends that i used to see all the time i can only see a little bit..and the ones i rarely saw i never see..i'm going to go ahead and apologize for that...

so many things have happened..picnics in the car..getting locked out..hooka bars..coffee shops..crazy nights..good movies..car wrecks..got a new car(yes!!!!)...having a "driving side by side" conversation...those moments with YOU...

so many things to do...act..college applications...scholarship searches..financial aid..saving up and budgeting to move out at the end of may..at 17..so i have to put down about $1,500...ugh...thats a lot of being a sandwich artist to put a roof over my head..

but life is great...

This summer is so crazy..

It's really sad that I sit around with the people i see everyday..and we seem to do the same things...and they don't get bored with it..So how come i do?..

I had a blast last night..there are just those nights in the summertime that make life worth living...those days where you laugh so hard you almost pee your pants..and you go get a random movie that you've never heard of in your life and watch it grubbing out at 1 am...

And the days where you drop everything of importance just to see the people you really care about..and everyone else gets pissed off so you just keep it to yourself so you don't get bitched at..

It seems to be the summer full of stories once again..but it's much better than the last..because i have that amazing thing called my license and a $600 car that is running on hope...

wow..exactly a month since the last post..

went to la...got my senior pictures done..went to kentucky kingdom with megan..worked my ass off...

yeah..summer..so many stories and so little time..4th of July was good..i think..i remember laughing a lot..at you mostly..and trying to set off fireworks with megan..and waffle house..and waking up with a terrible headache..oh gosh it was bad..but fun night..

this summer is so new..last summer was interesting..but this time i can really do what i want..a car gives you so much freedom..and a job seals the deal..

and then it's crazy to think that this is really my last summer of high school..next summer i'm gonna be living in my own apartment..wow..amazing..but i'll still be 17 so i better be good this year so it doesn't get taken away..

being good...oh shit...i hope this works..